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Running through my mind are the countless things that i need to get done by next week. I have started on them, but i know i won't finish. procrastination is my enemy.....and my friend. Comic con is now days away, and i am nowhere near ready. Hell, im nowhere near ready to begin to get ready! make sense? i thought so..... Its 2:20am and i have work tomorrow. I should be sleeping, but im not tired. Maybe its from all the caffeine i drank........ Fuck it, it was worth it!!

Although i start my final year of college at the end of August, i feel like my summer vacation has already ended. I havnt done much of anything for myself. I want to take a trip outside Cali, but i dont see that happening anytime soon. At least not this summer. I better enjoy my time off....

i keep hearing noises in my backyard. I dont wanna check, cuz i have this fear tha when i finally decide to do it, someone ig going to grab me and pull me outside to kill me.....Great, my mind just went to places and the noises are occuring more frequently.

i just finished a vanilla shake i bought from jacks. I wish i would have gotten an Oreo Cookie shake tho.... looked more tasty!

I had a conversation earlier with a friend about my childhood. I dug up sme things i dindt want to remember and i felt sad. It was good talking about them though. Wish i could do that more often. All that was missing were drinks, which we would have had, but didnt. These memories of my second home as a child took me back to a place i hadnt gone to in so long. The smell of the hospital has stayed with me to this day. It was my second home. I knew it so well. I was never comfortable there, but i had to be there. No i dindt, i wanted to be there. How can u leave one of your family members there everyday without seeing them??

Im greatful to still have those around me alive and well. Im greatful to be surrounded with such great friends. Im greatful for those late night drives through the deserted streets of Los Angeles and having great conversations.

This ended up somewhere opposite of what i originally intended...... hmmm..... maybe i am tired. Ooooo a text! :0)

Thanks slutface! u always see to make me laugh.